#01

This day, like any ordinary day.

Busy as always.

I sneak out even if it still 10 am, i do not care.

I just need to relaxed, both my brain and emotion from my dumb ass boss.

So here i am, on the narrow hallway behind my office. 

No one here, since there is a giant landfills, and stink smell everywhere.

I begin to take my cigar and a sip of my coffee that i bought before.

Suddenly there's something take my attention.

I could see him without him notice.

I take another sip of my coffee, pretend to act natural.

Though i can't.

There it is, he's staring at me and do not say anything but take a deep breath.

"hello" me trying to open a chit chat

"ah yes" he replied

Awkward but i know we enjoy this meeting.

"So, avoid something?" 

"Yes, my boss of course. Like any other female boss, they always right"

He laugh hearing my opinion, breaking the iceberg.

"Why laughing? you don't agree?" i ask

"Well.. I am curious too about this. In the end , us , male, cannot resist to like you, female's. Not just you always right, you pick us to be your partner based on what you like too"

"Excuse me"

"Yes, in the end you choose what you like, even if we have to fight for you. You pick one of us and leave another like a looser"

...

"And after that, we have to treat you like a lady, feed you, and protect you from another male. But when you get bored, you start to searching another partner and leave us behind"

"Why would i do that?"

"I do not know, you just get bored. I cannot do anything since you always right, just like your boss"

"What a rough life you have, i wouldn't do that if i were your partner"

"Well, i've been through this over and over"

He smirk, i could see some of his front teeth.

"Is it something you can proud of, being the choosen one over and over?. You can say to the world that almost female on this area was yours"

"No no no, when i was young maybe that option seems cool. But to be forever? i don't want someone found me die alone or something"

...

"Ox, were have you been? big boss looking for you" someone calling me all of sudden

"Okay, nice having this conversation i guess" 

He doesn't answer me and just look to another direction.

I look into the same direction but found nothing, so i just throw my paper glass and waving at him.

I didn't realize that it will be the only conversation i would have.

The next day i wait him on the same place, but he never showed up.

Until i got bored and decided not to looking for him anymore. 

...

"This will be my last fish for you, wherever you are, take care puss"

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